Irrational Contemporary Wishlist.

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A List of the Randomest, Most Inappropriate Things I Wish I Could Do Right Now.

1. Stay out all night, with a car.

2. Run until I collapse on the ground, with no one watching.

3. Blast off music in a room full of mirrors & dance.

4. Distribute baskets full of healthy goodies to random people around town who look like they could use some cheering up. Like that old lady across the street, or those mothers with ten kids from church.

5. Open up a huge mansion for friends to group study, crash study, cram, take breaks. Music, snacks, dinner, books & books & books.

6. Bring to somewhere pretty someone who would keep taking pictures of me no matter how vain or silly my poses are. Probably the beach. It's really nice there at nights.

7. Paint sidewalks all over town. With a paintbrush, not spray paint cans.

8. Sing while playing the guitar at the beach with people around.

9. Cut my hair short. With a penknife or paper scissors. Style doesn't matter- I just want it shot.

10. Go swimming right now, in a cold, cold pool.

11. Hang out at Sutera Habour with Nigel. There's something romantic about that place.

12. Throw out everything I don't absolutely need from my room & stop being a hoarder.

13. Watch television & have sushi.

14. Fly over to KL & surprise Nigel.

15. Go for a long drive with Nigel.

16. Jam.

17. Write & write & never having to erase anything because I'll just open up a new document & save every reject.

18. Get my hair done. Wash, blow-dry, treatment, perm, curl, rebond, highlight, anything.

19. Stuff myself with sushi until I feel like throwing up.

20. Talk & talk & talk about the serious side of life with someone who will not judge me negatively, nor reprimand me, nor doubt that I mean what I say, nor forget about the cheerful girl I am as well. & I do the same.

21. Jump on Nigel's back.

22. Go roller skating.

23. Go somewhere really really cold- & not bundle up.

24. Go somewhere really really cold with Nigel & use that excuse to hang onto him like a koala on an eucalyptus tree.

25. Go on a shopping spree with my Maybankard.